RosemaryDarkmyr

what's the matter? nothing, my dear just a little sadness nothing to fear I think I won't break so don't worry about me what's the matter? nothing, my dear just a little emptiness nothing to fear I feel kind of lonely but I will survive so don't worry about me what's the matter? nothing, my dear ... don't worry about me but I worry, my love I can't see you suffer I want to comfort you how should anything that hurts you not be important? [continued by my Kätzchen] I will keep comforting you, Holding your hand when being with you, Holding your heart wherever I am. Always? Maybe. For now at least your heartbeat is mine, Your breath the

you lost me you didn't want to fight for me now somebody else came somebody who fought even if it was not meant to be a fight at first now you lost me you didn't care for me now somebody else came somebody who cared even if he did not know me at all now you lost me

the plant in the classroom in the small flower pot on the windowsill watching all day out of the window sees the seasons pass by never feels the summers heat never feels the winters cold no wind rushes through the leaves no butterflies dance around it listens to the lessons at school get educated in music, English or German but still wishes to look up to the sky see the clouds watch the stars and grow up high and reach for the moon still wishes to feel something still wishes to live

I shouldn't think of you all the time I shouldn't spend nights       lying in my bed       and staring at the ceiling I shouldn't smile when hearing your voice I shouldn't die when being without you I shouldn't live this way I shouldn't trust you I don't know you I've never seen you I don't know how your skin feels       or how you smell       or how your smile looks like I can't trust you I don't know anything about you but you make me laugh you make me cry you make me feel alive and you make me want to live

I swear I'm not angry but don't ask for my love sometimes I miss you but even this will get over I only wish you the very best may your life be as beautiful as mine is and may you recognize it as I did may your dreams come true and your desires be fulfilled I wish you the best of all and may you once find somebody who can show you the colours of the world is I found someone who paints everything black in beautiful lights who can give you everything you deserve but I can promise: you won't break me again all the wounds become scars now and they will always remind me of you what you did to me and I won't let anybody hurt me ever again because o

looking into your eyes but I only see my own reflection once I could read in your soul this way but now the doors are closed and my eyes can’t find yours few months ago we were one soul same thoughts, same reactions I knew you, everything ‘bout you words were unnecessary now I can’t understand you your way of life isn’t mine anymore and my words can’t reach you I tried to hold you, but you shoot me down you killed me, I thought but you only destroyed this “we” between us now it’s only me and you I tried to make you stay but you decided to leave my heart seemed to break but I let you go you mean